It’s me. I just want you to know that whatever happens between us, you’ll always be my best friend and someone I knew I could count on in any situation. Neither of us are perfect and we make mistakes almost every day and I think we both struggle with that fact because we both want to be perfect for each other. I know you always have the best of intentions at heart, even though your actions might not be an accurate representation of it at times. But just know that everything will be okay in the end. Maybe not how you planned it. But it will be okay. I promise.
I don’t want to party or go out. I just wanna be with you and chill. Order pizza, watch a movie and cuddle. I’m lame.
Gomorra & Starlord.
Please don’t act like we’re friends. That shit is long gone. Please don’t even talk to me. You’ve wasted my time. Excited for new beginnings.
Polyester 2014, shoot by Arvida Byström.
hello // oasis
Thanks for this weekend. You complemented me on my oasis shirt and then from there you helped pull me out of this dark ass hole I’ve been in all summer. It’s nothing even serious or romantic in remotely anyway, but the fact that we could have a great time gave me hope for life. I’ll probably never see you again, but thanks for the memories in NYC bud.
Fuck. It’s ironic how empty I am because
I swear 6 months ago I had the universe inside
of me but I cried the rivers in my bones dry.
The volcanoes in my chest erupted when you told
me you didn’t love me anymore and lava flooded
my body and hardened till I stopped sleeping.
I had stars in my lungs but I burned them
all out with the cigarettes I was smoking
to get you the fuck out of my throat. The
flowers growing at the bottoms of my
stomach are dead. Apparently you
can’t water flowers with vodka.
I had the sky in my veins but it’s
been pretty fucking stormy since I
ripped them open. I had planets
on the tip of my tongue but
the debris from the shattered
remains of “us” have been
crashing into them. I was
everything. And then I met
you and we were everything.
Now you’re fucking some
blonde girl who gets
high all the time and
I’m a fucking
this is my favorite fucking poem ever ever ever
Who is this goddess?
Girls who dress this bummy are so beautiful to me…